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Just thoughts ....
I can't remember why I stopped blogging or what in my life occupied too much of my time to even post an entry, seeing as nothing much as happened anyway, other than a move.
Moves happen all the time. People moving to different parts of the city, the country and even the world. This move was unremarkable.
"Unremarkable". That's a word you would often see in the H and P (History and Physical notes) of the docs when writing about nothing abnormal on a patient. "Unremarkable".
Hmm. To me it is something REMARKABLE that there IS nothing abnormal. Guess it's just a figure of speech.
I put on 10 pounds. I'm 136. So that means I'm back to where I was a year ago. A healthy weight for a 5'3" person. 10 pounds lighter and I thought my body was becoming more 'balanced'. Now after living the 10 pounds lighter and having returned to 10 pounds more I feel that THIS is more balanced. It just feels right.
As a I scan my life I take note of all the things I've done and didn't do, of people I have met and kept close and of those that I had let go of. Well, one can never really 'let go' of a person - even after death. In that case, I must rephrase and say that perhaps I have chosen to not be 'active' in certain people's lives - for no reason or other, but just because.
I stopped Yoga for awhile. Out of laziness I suppose. The one thing neat about Yoga is that you never really loose it. Once in awhile I'll try out the poses in the middle of whatever i'm doing (in private of course) and I'm astounded to find that I can easily contort my body into that pose but maybe not maintain it as long. But it's as if the body remembers, the muscles, the ligaments, the tendons .. the energy. The energy remembered where it had flowed before. I thought it was pretty neat.
I met another Piscean yesterday. I immediately liked him when he started to talk. He said that people thought he talked too fast but I didn't think so. We made a 'connection'.
He made me think of all the 'connections' I had been generously given in my life and I am thankful and grateful for those.
When I think of 'connections' I think of electrical currents flowing out and to one another.
It was nice to blog again. I feel 'connected' with my friends here that I miss dearly. I need to blog more.
Hope everyone is keeping well.
Love,
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28.9.06 02:42
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